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I did something a little ballsy and possibly stupid last week - I wrote to my former friend Lil. I haven't heard from or tried to contact her since last June, (well, got an email from her by mistake at Christmas) but suddenly last week I missed her a lot. For some reason, I got to thinking about my life and what I've done with it and what I would have done differently (I guess a lot of this was brought on by the return of Terry) and I thought you know, out of all the things I've done, all the things that have been done to me, the one thing I really regret is that Lil and I are no longer friends. In that mistakenly sent email at Christmas, she mentioned she and Sam got engaged and are getting married this summer. Ever since she and I became friends, we'd been talking about her wedding, how I'd be a bridesmaid, her sister and I would be in charge of decorating the hall for the reception...basically planning the whole shebang, and now she's doing it all without me and I feel quite sad. Not that I want to be invited to the wedding or anything now - it simply wouldn't be appropriate, but it makes me sad that we've drifted so far apart. So I decided screw it, I wrote down everything I was thinking and mailed it off last week. I haven't heard back from her, so we'll see where this goes, if anywhere.

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[kadenza.livejournal.com]

That's good Roby, I'm glad to hear you made the first move.

If you were ready to write to her that you're sorry about the way things have turned out, maybe she'll be ready to hear it.

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[newschick.livejournal.com]

Thanks Heathy. And even if she's not ready, I've really got nothing to lose. As soon as I dropped it in the mailbox, I wanted it back but then I thought hell, what's she going to do, not talk to me even more?